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I miss you, Daddy.

  To Lose a Father I recently lost my dad.  He was, is and will always be my hero, the main guy that I look up to. The only man that has been able to fill my soul with complete and total love. No amount of words can express just how much I miss that guy.  I know I will never be able to pick up that phone and call him randomly just for shits and giggles.  He'd answer the phone with "what do you want" and I would respond with "A million dollars".  He'd then go on to tell me to get another job and we'd just laugh and laugh.  Any time I had an accomplishment happen, he's the one I would call. I feel a little lost lately. Sometimes I hope it's just a dream, but I know that's a bit of wishful thinking.  I hope that one day I can meet him again, if only in my dreams.  I miss you daddy.  You will always and forever be in my heart, my soul, and always on my mind.  "Know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you still remember dream

An Introduction

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 Hello. I started this blog to put to paper what's on my mind and how I feel.  And if it reaches and touches other people, I'm happy to spark any debate or relate.  It's honestly just to express myself.   A little bit about myself: I work in the outdoors as a saltwater fisheries biologist. I am number 5 of 8 children.  I am a dog mom to a beautiful black lab mix, Sadie. I love music, art, and theater. I'm one of those nerds that loves anime and manga. I read almost anything and everything, except politics. I like to game. I get a lot of flak for liking Fortnite. I do write a little when I find the inspiration to write. I will pop off some dad jokes at any given moment. I love to make people laugh.   I fully believe that "a day without happiness is a day wasted." -Charlie Chaplin I love love love blankets. I'm a fiend when it comes to blankets. I will stand up for what I believe and I will fight for my every single one of my friends. I'm sure I could go